A Kandid Little Korner

It feels like I’m in a dream now. A bad, bad dream, the worst I’ve ever had. I can’t seem to figure out what’s the point of this whole nightmarish situation.

I don’t know what to believe and what to expect. I have this urgency to rewind everything from the start. But I can’t, can I? It’s like I am watching a movie in fast forward and I can’t even do anything about it. How could this be? Why should this happen? What for?

My eyes are not shedding tears but my heart is. I thought I am strong but I am not. I can’t even look at it straight without cracking up. But I can’t afford to be overpowered by it… I can’t be weak now. I just can’t. I am struggling, we all are. We’ll just hold on… hold on to that promise that we will all be fine. Life is a process, we are a process.